you know those old songs that you hear that remind you of an intense (feeling) time in your life? Yep I’ve been spending the past 30 minutes listening to them all.

I feel as though I can revisit them now since I feel nothing, yaay good songs too.

I tend to put meaning onto everything which can be ridiculous at times.

Tonight I walked into an irish pub/restaurant and immediately I felt someone turn there head. Staring at me was my old crush (I don’t have a type, but he was perfect in my eyes) from two semesters ago in my wildlife bio class… haha! I seriously thought I would never lay eyes on him ever again. He was sitting by himself drinking a beer and just watching the baseball game. Which is kinda odd, I might add. This was the guy I’ve been dogging for a whole semester (my bitchy look is only to conceal my lame-ass adoration). The weird thing is I was just thinking about him the night before because I was looking at old stuff and his name was mentioned.

anyways, this means nothing to me. that’s the whole point of my rambling, the fact that if this happened months ago, I’d be all “omgosh. that’s a sign! blah blah” and now I’ve learned that coincidences are everywhere. And even though they happen an awful lot to me, experience thus far has taught me that coincidences are just practical jokes that life plays on impressionable people just like ME. Honestly deep down I’ll always believe in fate and all that junk, but for now, in my life, a heavy dose of reality is what I need. so woop there it is!

actually maybe I’m psychic 

shit I dream about during class:

somehow stumble upon permanent wealth,

drop out of college,

run off to wherever I want,

come back whenever I want.

that’s just me, low-key.

Anonymous asked: Where have you been at all my life?! Lol

Hard to say, I’ve been to numerous places.